The Not-the-Northburn-Miler Miler
Thursday night. Northburn minus 30 hours.
Madly packing for the drive down tomorrow.
It's from Tanya – an awesome young lady who's aiming to be one of the first women to complete the Southern Seasons Miler Challenge. Northburn is race 4 – the last in the series for her. She's spent a year training and racing 3 milers to get to this point. She's peaked, primed, pumped – excited as all hell. Or she was...
F a a a a a a a a a r r r k k ! ! ! !
The global pandemic tightens its noose on us and YANK, pulls all our feet out from under.
Terry was going to allow runners to do a loop of the race as course clearing – but as a “pack” to avoid anyone getting lost. For me, I'd entered this race because it's supposed to be the toughest in NZ/Southern Hemisphere and I want to explore my limits. To put myself into places deep inside of me that I haven't been before. Was it worth the cost of driving down there for a pack run? Even before I've articulated these thoughts fully I already know it's not what I want. And I know the solution.
I will do a “virtual Northburn” from home.
We put the word out to see if anyone else also affected wants to join “the fun” but there are no takers. (To my relief actually because since the start and end of the loop are on private land I would have to escort people through those bits for the first loop at least and therefore it would compromise me being free to run how I feel on the day).
We had this is mind as a possible option for the Southern Seasons Challenge folk if Terry did have to cancel. It's a loop I did in training – 55km with 2,550m of vertical (ascent/descent). It's not quite as much vert as Northburn but as close as we can get around these parts. Nothing other than Northburn will be Northburn, but the terrain is “Northburn mean” so it's a close simulation. We think!
From our front door I go up the valley about 1km before the steeper zig-zag climb up to the ridge, through the bush remnant onto Te Ara Pataka (Crater Rim Walkway) just under the Mt Sinclair trig. From here I follow the track past Mt Fitzgerald, Double Fenceline, across Western Valley Rd to the junction at the top of the Kaituna Valley. Here I run Steph's Wild Things “Kaituna Grande” loop by going down Monument Track South into the valley, then back up to the Packhorse Hut and on to Mt Herbert and back to Mt Fitzgerald to go down the other ridge to the Pigeon Bay/Port Levy Rd and a 4km gravel road steep downhill before finishing the loop with the 2km gradual climb back up the valley floor to home. It's an awesome loop!
In my head is the distance and vert. Distance is a little more than Northburn 100 miles (better than being short!) but the vert is less. I've trained and trained on these hills. I am hill-strong. So, my plan for Northburn should be fine here. Because the vert is less, I should even be able to go faster. From analysing different runners' Northburn performance I'd set some target times. Adapting these for the new loop we figure on aiming for a similar kind of time – which means it may be possible to do close to, or even under, 30 hours. I'd done the loop in training in 9hrs. Last year I did the Northburn first 50k in 7 1/2hrs. We know I can run it quicker under race conditions but how quick? I need to keep plenty of energy in the tank for later. I thought maybe 8 ½hrs. What we didn't think about was the technical aspects. Or that 9hr vs 7 1/2hr difference. Northburn is pretty much “just” a straight slog – get on the hill, get in “a gear”, and just grind away at that steady pace. This loop is different. There are gates. And stiles. And big-arsed rocks to step up, down and over. Big steps. And lots of them. 3 times. I set out and run this course as if it is Northburn and it is not . . .
I do Loop 1 in 8 ½hrs and am feeling great and then I find I am missing the target times for the next loop . . .
People said I would need to dig deep, to go deep inside myself to complete the challenge, in fact, that was what I wanting. But it didn't happen like that. Right from before the start I had commited to do what it takes to complete the challenge. When Terry announced Northburn was cancelled I simply shifted focus to complete a challenge that I wanted.
Problem. Solve. Problem. Solve.
So when an issue cropped up during my race it was “Ok, how do I solve that to keep going”.
“Why is my (left) heel sore?” - I figured I was heelstriking on that foot. But why and how to fix? I concentrated on form and foot angle/placement and slowly the pain receded.
But then “Why is my left knee hurting?”. The problem had shifted. How do I solve it? I tried to soften the landings, went a bit slower and monitored the pain level. I wondered if it might be a reaction from not enough fluids, or if the orange juice was having some effect so changed how I was drinking and monitored. In the end I decided there wasn't much that could be done short of resting the knee completely so I monitored the pain level and since it was coming and going decided I could keep on but if it got too bad I would have to stop. (Hence why I considered not finishing the last few km's on the third loop once I had clocked up the 161km for the 100mile – no point doing unneccessary damage and the mile was the challenge not the loop). But it meant I had to take extra care going up and down steps such as stiles, fences/gates, and rough terrain with large slabby rocks to negotiate (like the whole back face of Mt Bradley)!
I ran that race continually monitoring my performance and body and made matter-of-fact adjustments to get the job done. For me there was no doubt in my ability to finish, there was only uncertainty about if the body (knee and achilles) would hold together for it. Do or Do Not. Matter of fact.
What wasn't Matter of Fact
So my approach to the “race” was matter of fact but it wasn't all like that. There were moments. Special moments. Ordinary moments perhaps but ones that stick in the mind.
The deer walking above me right at the start of the race and it's mates roaring periodically off to the right for the whole hour I climbed up to Mt Sinclair
The next morning at the start of the 3rd loop at almost the same spot wondering why that sheep's eyes reflecting off my headlamp were so far off the ground and then realising that it was a deer standing on the track in front of me, then watching it turn and bound up the hill
The hawk riding the air currents at the top of our valley during the first few hours of Loop 1 – majestic, smooth simplicity and latent power
The hedgehogs snuffling along – one along Double Fenceline during Loop 2 in the night, the other on PB/PB Rd right before the end on Loop 3
I felt priviliged to be so close to these true Wild Things, that they had chosen to share their spirit with me during my challenge.
The “aid station” table that Steph had set up when I stepped in the hut after Loop 1. It was beautiful, and full of all the good things I needed/wanted. I ate so much during my 15 minute restock “transition” that I paid for it for a few hours after on the next climb!
The wildness of running Mt Herbert and onward track in gale force wind – leaning into it and actually aiming off – running at 45 degrees to the track so the wind blew me back onto the track! The “doing it” aspect was matter of fact but the thrill of being out there in that wildness wasn't – especially when I encountered the 3 girls in the saddle between Little Mt Herbert and Mt Herbert who were tramping towards me.
Meeting the 3 girls again in Packhorse Hut on Loop 2 when I went in to read the message Tony had left me there, and then seeing them again on Loop 3 during the climb up from Kaituna Valley. They had nick-named me “The Crazy Running Guy with the poles”!
The stars during the night once the cloud disappeared
Having Steph run with me on Loop 3 either side of Western Valley Rd when she brought out the sun cap, Ice Blue rub for the knee and achilles, and some food treats, and then again for the last kilometre. Hot sun, stunning landscape and she who loves me – nothing matter of fact about that!
The scenery/landscape – I run this area all the time. The landscape is stunning, awesomely beautiful, and ancient - as only a weathered volcano can be. At times you'll be chugging along “matter-of-fact” and then blink and see it with different eyes – how special it is and how lucky we are to have this in our back yards!
Also the interest and support. As I write this I'm struggling with it a bit as I don't think that what I did was really that special. I mean I get that it's special – not many people actually want to run that far. And even amongst those that can/could, not all of them would be able to just go out and run a brutal 100 miles all by themselves with no race structure, no medal/buckle, nothing to drive them to do it other than the decision they'd made to do it. I get that, but to me it was just a personal thing. A task I'd set for myself to hopefully push me to a place I hadn't been before for personal growth. Why should that be so interesting to others, let alone inspiring?! Why should people be (reportedly) staying glued to their devices waiting for Steph's next update of my progress? We all have our own personal journeys. Our lives intersect with others, everyone at different stages